Today, I just had to sit down and cry. It was two months ago that I met my little boy and said goodbye. My heart is heavy. I see all the pregnant people around me and while I am so excited for them, I just want that to be me. I want to still feel little Grayson kicking away... It just hurts and I am exhausted. I don't know that I have yet to fully recover from everything. The reality is that life has to keep going, but my body and heart just went through the toughest thing yet and a part of me wants to just stop... and sleep... and be alone. Pray for me today. I really am just so tired...
"Remember the word to Your servant, upon which You have caused me to hope. This is my comfort in my affliction, for Your word has given me life."
Psalm 119:49-50
Happy 2 Months, Grayson. Mommy loves you. My heart aches for you. Jesus, give my baby a hug for me today. Thanks for taking good care of him!
Praying for you today! I am so sorry.
ReplyDeleteOh Lindsay, I cannot fathom your pain. Know that my heart aches for you in this. Praying for you.
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